today.

i'm heading up to my mom's house today.
i'm spending the day up there, but i'll be heading back tonight.
i have to gather a bunch of paperwork while i'm there.
bills, receipts, deed to the house...
i'm nervous about going up, because the last time was so hard, and because i'm not in the most robust mental state.
i fell asleep last night asking the universe to make my visit today as easy as possible.
even though me and the universe are still a little bit on the outs, i hope it'll do me a favor, for old time's sake. perhaps as a small gesture of remorse for the bullshit it's dished out this year?
anyway, babysitting was a little forced vacation (if working on a chaingang could be seen as a vacation from...say...working in a coal mine), but now i'm back to the good old coal mine!